Key Verse : John 12 : 1 – 11
Meditation : “….. you do
not always have me.”
How
often do these words occur to us as we try to pray ? we are kneeling in church
or sitting quietly, ready for prayer, but nothing happens. “[Y]ou do not always
me.”
Here
we can thank God for the example of Mary of Bethany. Through her, Jesus
illustrates the two ways of devotion found in the Great commandment : besides
prayer, which is service of God, there is service of neighbor. Jesus said to do
both equally well with the whole mind, will, heart, and strength.
Jesus
is foretelling his imminent departure – preparing his friends to continue
selflessly as Mary was serving him, washing his feet and drying them with her
hair.
Today’s
reading from John suggests that our Lord knows that we will more opportunity to
serve others than we will have to pray. He also understands that we will often
be disappointed in prayer. He will not always seem present to us, but our
brothers and sisters are always with us. In understanding this, we are blessed
by the example of Mother Teresa of Calcutta. Her personal letters reveal that
this is exactly how things were for her. She did not always feel Jesus present
in her prayer, but she found him present in the needy. Jesus asks us also to
squander our attention on him in the poor. Such generosity will enrich our
prayer.
Prayer : Lord, you assure us that we will always have the
poor with us because we ourselves are poor. We are often poor in the things of
the spirit. We struggle to be virtuous and we struggle to pray. Consolations in
prayer are few and far between, while distractions and weariness are common
companions of our prayer. Teach us to fill up our spirit by emptying ourselves
of all that does not serve you. Amen.


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